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Kay, so I’ve made some important decisions I suppose.

School wise: I’m going to take my classes more seriously. That’s first and most important. I strive to do better this year, my junior year. Second, I’ve decided I’ll no longer be doing winter track or softball. I hated winter track this year and I’m guessing it’s because a former best friend of mine and I have gone separate ways and can no longer see eye to eye. It’s not my fault she’s entirely changed for the worse and refuses to listen to any advice on how she’s throwing her life away. In the end this means I’ll have a free season, being the winter season. As for softball. I’ve been playing eleven years and would really hate to give it up but basically, I hate the people that play. That’s for the most part anyways. I do not like a majority of them and I decided I can’t play anymore. Instead, Laura, Tori, Haley and I will be doing tennis. Hopefully it’s fun :)

Friends: As for my friends I’ve got the group and really don’t need anything more. The fourteen of us go so well together I honestly don’t see anything changing anytime soon. So it’s great, pulling myself out of all retarded drama. Like a certain someone who feels the need to ask my best friend for pictures when he supposedly likes me? Sorry asshole, I don’t play that way. In the end I’ve got my sights set on a boy. I doubt anyone knows who it is so let’s keep it this way ;) Things are going well.

TUMBLRRRR!

It’s been forever :)

but I’m finally on this shizzzz again.

kay

Today was productive. It’s always ‘fun’ learning that I have more to think about than I thought I did. Current situations seem harder than I thought and I’ve got some serious choices to make. Gee, great.

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k so two posts in one day aren’t so bad. going to mr shs sooon, for the “it boy” competition for our senior class. but I guess I’m just here to say I go on Postsecret all the time and hopefully someday will send one in. I’m kind of afraid too though. reading those makes me incredibly lonely and doesn’t give me a good feeling afterward. Idk, maybe I’ll feel relief after. we will soon find out

www.postsecret.com

go there

wowwwzers.

I haven’t been on this damn site in God knows how long! Um well I guess it’s because my life’s been going better than expected and I’ve been majorly caught up in it. We beat Mansfield 29-11 in softball, whoot whoot. There’s really nothing else good happening besides us getting report cards today. Dropping a level in math was great, it’s nice having decent grades in that class again. Early Thursday tomorrow. Hopefully doing something fun like avoiding a restaurant several people like way too much.

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kay so Im supposed to be doing homework since I have drivers ed tonight but instead Im on here :)

basketball game tomorrow night! it’s the champs and franklin in one and stoughton is one. it’s all down to thiss.

anyways today I was pleasantly surprised that I don’t have to go to a 2 hour detention (or session as my school calls it) tomorrow! thanks mommy for talking me out of it<3

i guess i should get started on my digital photography project. six pictures by tomorrow should be a blasttttttt /:

well..

I’ve never truly realized how terrified I am of growing up. I mean you’re born one moment, the next you’re gone out of this world like everything else that’s already left. I’ve never realized how many people I see on a daily basis who I will never see again in my life. I guess I’m just afraid of being older with responsibilites, of leaving people behind and forgetting who they were or never really knowing who they will be. I once heard in a movie that “sometimes it’s the people least remember that make the biggest impact” (The Curious Case of Benjamin Button) Basically, I couldn’t agree more. To all those who were forgotten, who will be forgotten, or even those who will never be forgotten, keep hope. You’ve made in impact somewhere.

postsecret

Recently found out about postsecret.com, it’s got to be one of the most amazing websites I’ve ever found myself looking at. It’s so inspirational and hopefully soon I’ll be sending some in. I’ve got quite a few secrets /: